It is a personal compilation of moments, turning points, where I discovered myself as submissive.

1: When I wanted to penetrate and my cock disappeared, becoming very tiny.

2: The first time I felt, with my boyfriend's cock inside me, how he watered my insides with his thick, abundant, and hot cum. I kept as much as I could.

3: Later, the same day of the cumshot, while watching a movie in the cinema, I felt cum dripping and running down my ass, feeling a humiliation that I enjoyed.

4: While traveling in the car, my partner told me that what I needed was a lock on my cock, and I got excited just thinking about it. It was so discreet that he only had to look at my bulge to see that I was hard.

5: As time passed during sex, I stopped touching my dick, by my own decision and helped by the positions my partner made to make it impossible for me to touch myself.

6: My first orgasm without touching myself, just from the stimulation my partner gave me when he fucked my ass.

7: And this was yesterday, when lying face down, he said "open your mouth and stick out your tongue," I did it only for him to spit on it, which I immediately swallowed. He said "you're dirty, you're totally surrendered" and I liked it.

8: I asked my partner that I prefer, to suck his cock, that it smells like urine rather than soap.

These are some points I remember, but if I remember others, I will update this, thank you very much for reading.