I introduce myself, I'm currently 35 years old, and I'll share some of my life experiences.

I spent my childhood in a rural area of one of the states in Mexico. At 18, I migrated to a city for work, and at 24, I emigrated to the USA for the same reason. At 32, I returned to my hometown, where I'm writing this.

My "training" began when I was around 11-12 years old. I was interested in everything related to sex, and the education provided in school about sex seemed fascinating to me. I wanted to experience what it's like to have sex, how it feels, etc., but I was afraid to engage in these acts because the books said it should be done with great responsibility and that I had to protect myself, among other things.

Achieving a conquest with a girl was complicated for me since I was very shy. So, one time, I thought I could have sex with myself; I could insert something into my ass and see how it feels. A few days later, I tried it, inserting the stick from an ice cream into my anus, not the ice cream itself, but the stick made of rolled-up paper, about 10 cm long and a few millimeters thick. It was something quite small, so one night, I introduced it into my anus, smoothly, and managed to get more than half of it in, and I started doing in-and-out movements. I didn't think it was a big deal; I felt a burning sensation or something like that. Afterwards, I fell asleep, and for the following days, every time I ate an ice cream, I would insert the stick into my ass at night, and I started to enjoy it.

On some occasions, I would come out stained with what would be feces, I suppose when I went deeper. But the ice cream stick started to seem too thin to me, so I began to insert two sticks and then a finger. Later, I started using a wooden stick, one of those sold at stationery stores, which was a bit thicker than the ice cream stick, only that it was rougher and longer. So, I introduced it into my anus with great care, only that the problem was that it would come out dirty, and I wondered how I could solve this problem.

Around the same age, I found out that someone my age had undergone a colon irrigation as a medical treatment, which would be an enema, to cure them of some disease. So, I thought, what if I do the same, only with water, to clean my intestine and make everything come out clean? I started thinking about how I could do it and got a very thin and soft hose, adapting it to thicker ones until I got the thickness of a water hose.

Once everything was connected, I introduced a part of the thin and soft hose and turned on the water faucet slowly, and it felt wonderful. It was something extremely rich for me; I spent the whole afternoon inserting and removing water from my ass, all this when I was about 13 years old. After removing the water, I would insert things, and gradually, the thickness of what I inserted increased. I went from inserting wooden sticks to inserting toothbrushes, small bottles,...